If you really want to stay clean & sober you will be determined to do so. I have never tried to quit before, up until I put myself in Outpatient Treatment for Opiate addiction. When I first got there I had not fully accepted that I had a problem? I finally started to see others who were in Deeper denial than I. SO, now I live a totally sober lifestyle for numerous years now. I don't even know the former person I used to be. I can't even relate to them actions while under the influence. I will never go back to that, EVER!